meredith. 19. this is a place for my random thoughts if i feel like sharing them. sometimes i'll post my photography, sometimes i won't. i don't really reblog unless i feel the need to do so. that's it.
May 23, 2012
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i think there always has been and always will be a little part of me that wants to quit school, learn to play bass, join some angsty band, live in a bus, and travel the world.
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- everyone: you're so quiet
- me: i'm not quiet i just don't like you
May 20, 2012
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MIAMOR, LOOK WHAT I FOUND ON MY COMPUTER. bahaahhha where have these been all my life?! and when are they from?? Jenna, you’re so beautiful. please don’t kill me for putting these on here!
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um NO. no no no. eminem did not say that. it was actually Winston Churchill.
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Bon Iver - I Can’t Make You Love Me
such a beautiful song
(Source: b-aisemain, via readytotravelthisroad)
- Has been played 1,772 times.
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untitled on Flickr.
the naked and famous in madison, wi- april ‘12
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untitled on Flickr.
this was from the naked and famous concert i went to in april. it was so much fun and i would love to see them live again one day :)
May 19, 2012
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restless
- i would give anything to be on a train to chicago right now
- and then on to wisconsin where my mom will be in a week
- i still don’t have a job here
- i still don’t have friends here
- i still just need some excitement
- i need to be at a place where it doesn’t suck the life out of me
- i’ve only been here a week and a half
- how on earth did i survive 15 years here?!
- on the bright side though
- i’ve gotten to do so much reading for fun
- and i’ve definitely caught up on my introvert alone time
- but i’ve also discovered that college has made me just a teeny bit more extroverted that i used to be
- i NEED people
- preferably someone below the age of 90
- i love my grandmother
- but right now she is literally the only thing standing between me and either a roadtrip or a train ride to chicago and wisconsin to spend time with friends and my mom
May 13, 2012
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i’m too young for this kind of mental exhaustion, right?
- my 93 yr old grandmother passed out in church today
- i’m the only relative in town right now and i’m living with her
- so i got to be the one to deal with it all
- 911
- EMS
- angry family members
- concerned family members
- doctors
- medicine
- even my recently emotional self
- the whole 9 yards
- i mean come on, i’m only 19
- i’m just so ridiculously drained
- the whole thing just scared the hell of me
- i thought she was having a stroke or something
- thankfully, she’s fine
- but i just don’t see how i’m supposed to handle all of this
- i just want my family here
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Iron & Wine - Such Great Heights
such a beautiful cover.
(Source: marchingbandswag, via jenoui)
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May 12, 2012
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i miss my long hair
also, i’m tempted to get bangs
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i’m told God works in mysterious ways
- i was able to register late for a summer class
- PRAISE THE LORD.
- you don’t even know what this means to me
- therefore the scholarship is not lost yet
- but now i HAVE to make an A
- that whole situation has been so bipolar
- i’m in my hometown
- it’s weird being here without the rest of my family
- although i’m avoiding everyone here that i used to know
- God brought me back here for a reason
- if only i knew what that was
- i still need a job here
- and i’m entering a photo contest at a small art gallery here
- but i researched the juror and all of her work is (in my opinion) boring landscapes and flowers that look like they were shot by a 10 year old
- soooo..she’ll probably hate my stuff
- but whatever, it’s worth a shot
- i want my family to be here
- it doesn’t feel like summer without them
- i need some excitement
- i mean come on, i’m living alone with my 93 yr old grandma
- i’ve practically fast forwarded to retirement
May 10, 2012
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ohmyword. i want to hurt something.
as of now. i lost my scholarship. and there’s virtually nothing i can do about it.
unless there’s a miraculous way to register late.i am now in need of an extra $18,000. anyone feeling generous today?? no?..okay.
May 9, 2012
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fingers flying.: As it turns out, sleeping away the sadness is a real thing.I was...
As it turns out, sleeping away the sadness is a real thing.
I was walking beneath a grey sky today when rain started to come down. Umbrellas immediately went up. Fascinating how it takes hardly any water at all. But, what was falling could hardly be called rain. It was certainly more of a steady…
becca, you couldn’t have said it any lovelier. i miss monsoon season so terribly much.
